in the midnight sky self falls away born limitless ~
ancient rock crumbles at the thousandth strike tired of being strong ~
endless cold tears saturate the evening air all directions, one view ~
the cold silence of night returns broken glass mixed with snow ~
no true north internal compass tricked by magnetic personalities ~
never peace no choice the right choice when all is undone ~
four housemates battle puberty nerf gun war ends in tears ~
the sum of my life in savage pre-decay no new year ~
no footprints in the fog retracing my heartbeats ~
a face formed by disappointment years binding a tight smile ~
